Filthy DeceptionsIt struck me like a blow to the face, so hard that I was slammed against the wall and lay shaking like a homeless puppy on the mouldy carpet. The tears sting - mostly because I don't know why I am crying - partly because I don't know what's happening. Here I was, innocently scrolling through history - then there IT was, leering at me from the screen like a mark of filthy pride. Almost as if to say "here I am and your too pathetic to question it". I wish I wasn't so pathetic to question it. What does it mean? Why is it there? Why the hell are you looking at it? Why? Do you look at it and think of me? I want to escape, I don'tFilthy Deceptions
Deaf EarsHow funny Today you actually asked me how I was And I Cried enough tears to build a bridge across And you Didn't listen, just waited for your turn to talk And then Planned your Academy response But Maybe I expect to much OhDeaf Ears
you think I do? Well fuck you
PhoenixYou lost him Then you lost yourself But you know, the thing with lost things? They can be found And one day you Will find yourself again You'll live again You'll love again You'll smile your Cheshire smilePhoenix
And you'll be okay And then in time You will find each other To live again And love again In heaven
ReflectionsWe wander aimlessly through life Yet fall into the same swinging gait And chatter about Things that really Dont matterReflections
We are each others measuring cup To decide how full we are We use each other for comparison Never heart to heart
Yet we tried this And I noticed You never caught my eye Instead you fixed your hair and gazed A little to the side
I learnt from you to walk with class But never converse Near reflective glass
As I sit by my mirror And count each tear as it falls I realise the smile of a prin
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